Back again...

so yeah.. I think I'm in a blogging mood today..

Spoke to my dad yesterday and my mood completely changed *and not in a good way*, not that I wasn't happy to speak to him but because of my result.. yea he wasn't too impressed not like I was impressed with it anyway.. plus he also kinda got upset that he had to ask me before I told him. Its not like I failed *well, apart from french* I passed every other unit. But, I feel like I could have definitely done better and my dad also felt the same way.. When I got off the phone, I went straight to my bed *deep in thoughts* then I said out loud *I'M NOT HAPPY* and my mum is like, why? I just looked at her and then looked away.... kinda like you should know why.

mum: is it cos of what your dad said

me: well, yea

mum: *sighs* well, that should should make you put more effort next time *not her exact words, but something like that*

me: I feel like I should just take my exams for next year and like really "do great"

mum: *laughs* then tells this long story about how my sister got 70something% overall last year and she and my dad got into panic mode... then she got her extra lessons with her teachers from school.. cut off her swimming lessons and some other curricular activities *I'm thinking DAMN! that must have sucked for my sister.

I definitely need to put in more effort next time..

Moving on, So it just kinda dawned on me AGAIN today *okay maybe not someone just keeps asking..... that I've been single for a while now, well to be exact since October '07 *not that I'm complaining or anything* I haven't really been that interested in anyone like that since my -ex and NO! I'm not still hung up on him. I've fancied one or two or maybe more guys and maybe one thing might have led to another but definitely not "sex" yea I kinda just enjoy making out with random guys and sometimes girls, NOT!! even if I did, okay maybe I did *hmm... I'll leave that to your imagination* but still "DON'T JUDGE ME"...... hehe. Nehoo, back to my single status I'm 100% fine with it so please stop asking *I'm not saying that in an aggressive way* I'm just saying.

Is it just me....... *okay maybe I'll keep that to myself*

I'm done, i'm out!
xoxo